Apologies for the extended absence. I've been in a strange mood these last few weeks---one of those times when life seems insanely busy, but with no discernible Very Big Thing to point to. More just an experience of smaller things that build into what feels like larger things. Minutes that morph into days and then weeks, and then you're struck by the (not so) sudden realization that, "damn, I haven't blogged in more than two weeks." And then you try hard to spark inspiration, fail miserably, get annoyed with yourself for this constant cycle, become bored with yourself AND your internal dialogue, and then open up with the window and just type something already. So yeah, this will be a bit random. And likely also disparate with All The Things currently spinning about in my busy brain.
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Thing # 1: Steve Jobs. Damn. My heart is heavy tonight knowing what it must have taken for him to arrive at this decision. What the announcement hints at with regard to his health. My thoughts are with him and his family, and I hope that the fight is far from over, and that he'll live to see many more brilliant days. My Twitter feed and Facebook wall and Google+ circles and feed reader are exploding in tributes and ruminations and an outpouring of hope and support and good energy (and a healthy amount of snark which I think he must love just the same) channeled his way. I am sure it is merely the tip of the iceberg, and we'll see much more of this in the coming days. For me, it is pretty simple. Clearly the man is a genius and he understands consumers and business and marketing and technology and all the ways in which those worlds intersect better than maybe anyone before (or after) him. But when I am confronted with genius like his, and when I take part every day in the gifts he has shepherded into our lives and our daily habits, my one consistent thought---above admiration or amazement or awe---is gratitude. I am so grateful that people like him exist. That their brains have the capacity to create such life changing, amazing, culture shifting things. That they keep going when so many would have given up. That they set a bar---set it way up there---and show anyone who is paying attention that it is possible. Whatever "it" means for you. It makes me want to reach a little higher, dream a little bigger, work a little harder, think a little broader. And that, my friends? Is worth more than any device or system or evolving technology. That is the legacy of a life lived to its fullest potential. Not a single moment wasted, no risk avoided, no fear accommodated. Cheers to you, Mr. Jobs. The bar you set just might be insurmountable. I like to think that you'll love watching the next generations try.
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Thing # 2: Mom was in town last weekend (Hi, Mom!), and it was amazing. I'll go as far as calling it one of the best weekends I have had in a very long time, and I will also say that it rolled around right when I really needed it. Do you know that feeling? Moms are awesome at bringing that feeling directly to your front door. They know just when to up the ante, just when to show up carrying everything you didn't even know you needed. More to come on the weekend, and pictures too! I finally broke my camera rut and have a gazillion to upload and share.
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Thing # 3: I am currently finishing day three of a ten day cleanse. I have avoided cleanses my entire life because I know that my willpower is such that I am very likely to abandon ship. Tonight, the temptation was huge, but I was bolstered by friends on Twitter when they hurled four magical words in my virtual direction---"you can do it!" On those fumes, I'm coasting another day. And from there? We'll see.
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Thing # 4: Changes are afoot at work. It's all great, and after tomorrow, it will be out in the open, which will be a huge relief after a lot of weeks of secretive discussions. I'm incredibly excited for the new opportunities to come, bittersweet at the prospect of change (always) and to leave behind a mind-bogglingly amazing team, and beginning to get those first-day-of-school jitters. I haven't had those in years. And I think it's a good thing to embrace that feeling again, yes? That slight feeling of discomfort that pushes us from good to amazing. I am ready to embrace that, fully. Cheers to what's ahead, and to the fun of discovering it one step at a time.
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